Yeah.

Sooooooooooooo... this weekend I decided to gauge my ears, this is a weird thing for me to do. It hurt so bad, probably because I went from a regular ear size to a size 14. I don't know how healthy that is for your body but hey whats gonna happen lol. I have suddenly realized that I am becoming very different from what I had originally thought my life and how I would live it from my junior high "where do you wanna be after high school?" examine yourself thing. It is truly amazing how much you change throughout time, and how much of an influence people can be on you... This is what I am thinking about over the course of these next couple weeks. :) Just because of the fact that I am not even like that easily swayed in my opinions and its just amazing what the media and just people in general can corrupt your mind into thinking.